I feel so safe here… lying in my bed. Still.
You can’t hurt me anymore… you can’t reject me or dissapoint me…
I’m lying here with no expectations, with no plan, just existing, safe from your absorbing chaos, safe from the deepness of your thoughts, safe from the battle in your eyes.
It’s not for me to save you, it’s not for you to make me feel beautiful and loved.
We are free from each other.
I still need you, think you, miss you, love you.
But I feel safe… safe without you.